TheCandleBurning

Do others also have a spontaneous urge to cry and bury their heads…

Excited one moment. Depressed a few mins later.  Fucked up

Was alone at home for three days and the only way to stay sane was to keep myself busy all the time!!

I was thinking how useful i will be dead. Turns our not much more than now 😂. What a shit show!

 I always find it strange when people say they have no regrets or don't want to change anything.  I have so many things i would do differently…

What does it take to be happy? Is it always momentary? Do people actually spend long periods where they are happy or is it all just different levels of unhappiness?

Crazy stress at work - not even my own creation. Non payment of salary - no clarity on why. Issues with getting CER.  Once more i wonder what is the point? What do i hope to gain? Or do? What difference does it make.  I feel like i am mentally broken.