TheCandleBurning

One year to the day when my life and outlook was altered beyond recognition…

Sometimes i think i need to survive long enough to see him settle down and find someone who cares. Then i think i can rest peacefully. 

Do others also have a spontaneous urge to cry and bury their heads…

Excited one moment. Depressed a few mins later.  Fucked up

Was alone at home for three days and the only way to stay sane was to keep myself busy all the time!!

I was thinking how useful i will be dead. Turns our not much more than now 😂. What a shit show!